I am so late. So, so late. I absolutely hate myself for missing this and for being such a brat to you. You've always been so nice to me. You'll never read this, I'll never have the chance to say goodbye or tell you how sorry I am. God, I don't believe he exists but if you're up there somewhere, I hope you're reading this and I hope you know how much I miss you and everyone else.
I'm 15 now, nothing like how I was before, when I first joined 5 years ago. I just wish all this was a joke. I wish you'd reply and be like "Hey, princess! It was a prank! I'm still alive!" I have so much I want to tell you. So much to apologise for.
I just... I don't know what else to say. I hate this. I hate this so, so much. Please, just come back. Rise from your grave. Don't just... Please reply. Please. I don't know... This song is all I have for you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pQo9OQlIB8
Please, please, please, come back.
But if you don't, rest in peace, angel. Thank you. For everything.
Love,
Faith and Trust
